love, joy, pain, longing...

kami_chama @ 2009-02-11T17:59:00

2009-02-12T00:36:58Z

This topic I read yesterday completely changed my views on all those articles about, "How to act like a Lolita." I mean, I never really followed them anyway, because it's impossible for me to follow them all, but wow. It really makes you look and sound like a total snob! I mean, wow... Lolitas are so awesome and their style is so beautiful and elegant that you just become entranced by it. But, of course, the clothes are expensive and their based on the whole Victorian era, so it's only natural the rules tend to be elitist and snobbish. But that's why so many Lolita's just go their own way. I personally don't think they should be restricted like that. It's like... we got out of that era and we've overcome half of the bad things it held. Why relive it? Ah... but it was a time of such beauty... Oh well, what are you gonna do? XD

Stupid color thingy... I want it to stay a permanent purple, but it keeps changing... I guess I should just type the whole entry up in black, and then change it once at the end, but I don't wanna.... I want to see the purple all the time. T___T Meh... I act like such a child. xD Well, I've been a really bad girl and have been ignoring the RP post, so I'd better get on to that for Kye. I know how he looks forward to the posts. I don't know why I just don't feel like it half the time. I seriously would rather be sitting somewhere doing nothing than doing a lot of other things. I'm so strange...

Anyway, I'd better wrap this up. Goodbye!

kami_chama @ 2008-12-29T20:17:00

2008-12-30T02:26:40Z

Ho hum... nothing much to say. I just finished talking to a lot of people over the phone, and... I don't know. I joined a site called Interpalz, so I've gotten a lot of friends. Talking to Kye on voice chat right now, and I'm going silent... meh... I'm so boring. I'm so stupid... I didn't say 'I love you' back when he said it. It got him a bit depressed. ;_; I'm too shy... I sang for my grandfather though. He enjoyed it. The song was in Japanese. Umm... so... I really don't have much to say... My grandparents are coming up here in a few days for New Year's Eve, and my present from Kye is on the way.

Okay, well... I really have nothing to say. I just wanted to update. So, bye. *has passed the boring mark*

Finally, an update! Huh, you forgot about me? Waah... T-T

2008-12-15T01:15:43Z

I'm practicing singing now♫ My throat is dry though. It must be the heater. I also installed The Sims 2 successfully and I made Kye, me, my mom and this whole new trio of people I just made up on the game. It's great to have that game again. Thank you Renny-chan! And yesterday, I got to voice chat with Kye for the first time since November. ^_^ He's sleeping right now apparently, so I'm waiting for him to wake up. We were so cruel to each other yesterday, because I made him talk in an American accent and he made me talk in an Australian accent. He did a better job then me though. xD Oh, how fun that was.

My mother and I are still pulling through everyday homeschool, but I tend to get extrememly silly during the end of the day. I guess that's the way my body reacts to stress... ^_^; And I'm sorry I haven't publicly updated in so long. My recent updates were private, and beside that, there wasn't much going on. I'm trying to find a French pen pals on this online site, so I've been having to type in French a bit. *laugh* I'm getting better and I'm practicing, so that's the important thing. And I officially declared the heroine in Full Moon O Sagashite, Koyama, Mitsuki-san, as completely me. xD Her personality and her situation in life is so much like me it's scary. The only thing that different between us personality wise, is that I'm more shy than her. Also, one of my mother's friend's boyfriend just recently died from cancer, so I'm worried about how she's going to take it... She's a strong woman, so I think she'll come out alright after time. I really hope so.

Well, that's pretty much everything... Oh, one more thing. I'm going to be working on some writing projects (I have so many little ones I can't even name them all.) and I've stopped drawing anime that much, but I still draw every once and a while. Now if I can only get mom to send Kye secret present. Anyway, I'm seriouly wrapping up this time. Bye everyone! I'm going to go daydream about Kye and his silly characters now. xD

No Default Userpic? Horrors...

2008-10-10T00:41:55Z

Reason: I've been messing around with my userpics. Uhh... so yeah. I'm writing this after a nice hot shower. It felt so nice after being in the chilly air of Fall. Yes, Alabama's actually cold! *laugh* Chibi Kye is so cute... he helped me in Math by keeping me in good spirits. =) Everyone say 'thank you' to Chibi Kye! (Kawaii... too... cute...) Kawaii!!! X3 Uhh... *ahem* anyway... I've been drawing a lot more recently and my mother and I have been doing homeschool a lot more often. We're almost up to more than 3 subjects a day! Woo! Pathetic, right? Oh yes, I'm also on the fourth Harry Potter book. How's THAT for reading, Karen?! *laugh* I also posted in Kye and my battle topic. Wheee~ Trickster. ^__^

Well, tomorrow is the weekend for Kye so I will hopefully get to voice chat and talk for a long time and all day. Yay! =D (I hope I'm not too quiet...) Now... bye all! Time to look for a new default userpic! >=D (I wanted to use my new uploaded Trickster userpic from Kye for this post, but the chibi waitress anime girls won.;_; Some other time. XD

I HAZ SOUND!!! ^-^

2008-09-16T21:56:42Z

I am SO SO SO happy right now. *happily sings along to my music on the PC* I'm listening to Wise Guys, English songs xD, Nightwish, NANA, everything I can! It's so great, and I just love my mom. xD Kye still hasn't come on, and it's nearly 8 a.m. where he is and it's a schoolday. He did say he had a cold yesterday. That guy rivals me so closely in terms of getting sick. xD Right now he's way ahead of me. D:

Another LJ Thingy (It's A Thingy!!!)

2008-09-15T22:32:17Z

kami_chama is happy.

You're a rosy-cheeked ray of f'ing sunshine 24/7. I bet you smile a lot and little things don't get you down. Must be nice. Fuchsia's definitely your color.

wanna know your lj's moodring color? enter your user name and hit the button. (discussion thread)

That didn't count as one of those silly quizzes, did it Kye? XD

Regarding previous post...

2008-09-09T22:42:54Z

WHAT IS WITH THIS GAME INSISTING ON US HAVING THREE KIDS?! I put down like, 5 low numbers. -_- Ah well, the game was fun. But an apartment? Horrors. And what? I'm going to be a politician? (or however you spell that) Woah... woah... XD Way weird! I suppose it's more realistic than a mansion...

Anyway, I shouldn't brood and contemplate over this too much. It's just a silly online game after all. Haha... Good grief. Umm... ouch... headache and dizzyness have befallen me yet again. I don't want to type too much. My hand is killing me. I might just take a break. kk bai!

It's that MASH game again...

2008-09-09T22:34:28Z



		I will marry Kye Lesser.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Wandiligong, Australia in our fabulous Apartment.
		We will have 3 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a Blue Saturn.
		I will spend my days as a Politiction, and live happily ever after.

Opura wa Suki Desu!

2008-08-30T23:31:02Z

Alright, I'm not entirely sure that was correct Nihongo, but who really cares. xD Except perhaps me. I don't know. ANYWAY, to the point. I love Opera so much. I'm so amazed by the opera singers and I respect them so much for being able to sing so strongly. It's such a gorgeous style of singing, I'm surprised not more people are mesmerized by it. I also love SINGING IT! I can't go TOO high or else my voice cracks, I'm too shy to try to find someone to teach me the proper way of singing the basic opera and I can't sing in front of anyone, but I still continue to sing everyday around my house. It just fills me with so much happiness inside and I love belting my heart out. I also think I'm a fair singer. I know how to do vibrato, accent my notes, sing on key and breath in through my stomach. You know, all the fundamentals. I love to sing along to the Phantom of the Opera soundtrack most of all, and thank you Karen for the info on the Faust CDs. =D I'm fond of it all. ;_; xD

Also, 8th Grade home school started last week. ^_^ I have to admit, so far it's not as difficult as I thought it was going to be. (Kye was right about that. Heh.) But I did change bedtime medications, so my bipolar has not allowed me to get to sleep before midnight. <____< I'm becoming manic I think because... this morning I woke up at 8 a.m. without an alarm clock, yet I went to bed really late. D: My wrist and joints have also really been hurting me from all the clicking and typing, but I think that's because of Mono.

I've also been really busy this week. Well... because... okay, sorry I was too distracted singing to The 69 Eyes. xD Oh! I was on HTML text... Umm... what was I saying? Ah, yes. XDDD I've been more busy than I ever was in a while... Whee~ Kye's on! I is happy. =D

Anyway, I have nothing much else to say. I want sound. I really want Barack Obama to be elected as the next president of the United States, and I'm wicked manic and giddy today. *laugh* Okay, bai!

Hee hee hee~~ xD

2008-08-30T23:02:20Z

So, kami_chama, your LiveJournal reveals...

You are... 6% unique (blame, for example, your interest in maegra) and 14% herdlike (partly because you, like everyone else, enjoy vampires). When it comes to friends you are normal. In terms of the way you relate to people, you are wary of trusting strangers. Your writing style (based on a recent public entry) is conventional.

Your overall weirdness is: 25

(The average level of weirdness is: 28.
You are weirder than 56% of other LJers.)

Find out what your weirdness level is!

A Quick One While I'm In a Good Mood

2008-08-11T22:07:36Z

*sings* Waah! I didn't get anyone but Tristia's comment on the memes! T_T Everyone, if you want to do it or have me answer the fandom questions, please don't feel like just because I updated you can't reply and do the meme. PLEASE DON'T FEEL THAT WAY! XD I would still love to do it. And uhh... I updated because I thought it was about time I did a public entry again. I HAVE been updated all this time, but I just had private things to write about. (I guess it doesn't count then, does it? xD Oh, well.)

I apologize for my grammer, spelling when I'm listening to music as I write in my LJ. I tend to get distracted. Though it's a Japanese CD, so there isn't much English to distract me.... Umm... I'm talking Kye before he goes to school while writing this. I also finished Secret of the Andes today. (my AR book for Homeschool reading) Yay me! It's a really good book. I also discovered I'm REALLY not comfortable outdoors. It's beautiful yes, and it beats being cooped up inside but... the bugs! They're murder for my nerves.

And I love you dresses and skirts. You are great.

Anyway, I don't feel like saying much right now. I'm gonna wrap it up. Bye!

Attention Karen! And Another Entry

2008-07-24T16:48:12Z

*ahem* Okay, I need the service number for Photoshop. It asked me that as soon as I installed it. Also, I got on Photoshop (After I clicked 'try free for 30 days') and it just showed a blank grey screen with a bunch of tools all around it. Umm... How do you get an actual image on there to work with? I'm so lost, but I guess that's to be expected. xD

In any case, I'm back from Florida! And it's great to be home. I got home Monday morning (3 a.m.) and so I was really tired from driving for 12 straight hours. x_x At one point mom considered stopping for the night and going to a hotel, but everything turned out alright. The trip was brilliant and the state of Florida was simply and utterly beautiful. It was even better that how I remembered it. The alligators in the backyard bushes and swamps were still there though so I had to NOT go in there. I didn't see an alligator this time, but mom and my grandfather went looking for them and saw two babies in the swamp. xD They're so crazy to do that. Thankfully, they didn't see the mom.

Alright, I'm SO not going to write everything that happened because it would take way too long. Umm... so yeah. I've been drawing anime non-stop almost every day. It's so fun. Now, thanks to my manga tutorial book I got from my grandmother, profiles only take me a few minutes to draw. 8D And I'm drawing boy's faces much easier. (still really hard) But the one thing I really REALLY need is a good coloring tool. Up until now, I've only been able to color with crayons, colored pencils, and markers (which proved to be an utter failure the times I tried drawing it. I don't know how Katrin did it.) But until I get photoshop and can color it with that, I'll just have to stick with colored pencils and markers. Oh yes, and about Katrin. SHE'S COMING BACK TO THE US FOR 2 WEEKS IN MARCH 09!!! I can't wait to see her again and adopt more of her funny mannerisms. 8D XD

Oh man oh man oh man, I really want to see the Mamma Mia! musical. I probably won't get to see it in theaters, but the DVD is something I. Must. Have.

And yes, my sound still isn't fixed, so I still can't listen to most of my favorite songs that are ONLY on the computer and I can't watch any movies, animes or anything like that. ;_; Woe is me. I must get mommy to call Dell or something really soon.

Alright, time to wrap this up because I have to get downstairs and take my medicine and do my kittie chores. BYE BYE! *waves goodbye*

New Entry!

2008-07-10T21:38:45Z

*sings* Yeah, I haven't updated in... I don't know how long, but I felt like it today. It'll be a while until it's time to get on with Kye, so I'm trying to pass the time and praying that there won't be another thunderstorm this evening to disrupt my Kye time. XD Our chats have been going on later and later in the day. Now it's at 6:00 p.m. and lasts until around 8:10 p.m. And it's summer now so the thunderstorms are in full force. Why, just an hour ago there was a little thunder outside and a big shower. I was just standing in the barn with the horses listening to the off and on rain. It was so relaxing. =3 *continues singing*

Uhh... oh yes. I'll also be away from the 12th to the 20th or something around that time. I'm going to Florida to visit my grandparents, my aunt and my cousin. Ugh. I've posted this message in 3 different places now. *laugh* ^_^; Getting a bit sick of telling people I'll be away, but no matter! And my grandfather in Massachusetts really ISN'T doing too well. He just had at least 1 stroke recently and is in a 'nursing home-ish' place. I don't blame him for not liking it there, but hopefully he'll be back in River Court soon. =) I'll be praying for him too.

I also starting playing Final Fantasy: Crystal Chronicles in an attempt to give it another chance. (I tried the game before, but I was little and I think the real time combat was too hard for me *laugh*) And my gosh. That first boss in the River Belle path was BRUTAL! It literally took 40 minutes or something to beat. It was RIDONCULOUS! Should I make another character to join my caravan or something? Because trying to beat it with one character is horrible. I wonder if I actually CAN have 2 or more character at a time. I don't know. Hahaha. Also, there were other downsides to the game that I dislike, but overall I like the game and want to continue playing it. ^^ (Maybe Renny can give me a few tips. Heheh. >=D) Other games I've been playing are Lunar Legend, Animal Crossing: Wild World, and Radiata Stories. EO's getting too laggy because of the spammers, my slow internet connection, and lack of RAM. -_-; It's like, a 12 second lag which sucks when I'm battling fast monsters (or any monsters for that matter) because I'm like, "Okay. The monsters still 6 feet away from me. Not moving... OH MY GOSH! I have like 2 hearts left! T_T I'm gonna die." Soooo yyyeaah. Baka.

Oh my gosh! A sudden thunder boom! Gotta go, bye! T_T

A Short Entry of Various Topics♫

2008-06-22T23:32:55Z

Kye still hasn't come online in Skype yet and it's way past school hours isn't it? I'm getting worried about him in terms of fatigue. I think he's just really exhausted and he overslept... I don't know. (I hope you're alright Kye! ") < btw that " was a sweat drop. -___-" XD And on another note, the lead singer of Draco and the Malfoys has like, a REALLY good voice. Like, he shouldn't be in a Wizard Wrock band. ^_^ But he's so good at being evil! Hahaha. (Don't listen to what I say and keep rocking in that band please!)

I also tried my hand this morning at arts and crafts. Well, more like putting cut up pieces of paper together with tape. xDD And I made a bunny figure with it. I must say, it came out pretty well considering it was my first blind attempt. ;) I is feeling creative. And I'm finding I'm becoming quite addicted to randomness. It just so... so........ GREAT! XD It fits my personality to a T. So, in the topic of randomness, here's a list of my favorite colors: Bright sunshine yellow, Light Aqua blue, Light purple, White (luvs!), Black, and Light Pink. I dislike the colors Red, Orange (BIGGIE!), Green, and Blue. ; / Don't ask why. I also seem to have a big obsession with color coordination.

I also just finished reading all... *counts* 18 volumes of Sailor Moon. *whew* That was sure a breather. And I'm still playing Radiata Strories full force. ^___^ I am SO HAPPY with that game. It's currently my favorite game now! This time I decided to join the non-human side and it feels good. >=D Lucian is so good-looking for a videogame character, there is absolutely NO denying it. But he doesn't come CLOSE to Kye's uber awesomeness and never will. Sorry Lu-kun. =( BATTLE OF THE BISHIE HAIR!!! *laughs hysterically*

Ah yes, and EVERYONE CHECK OUT THE NEW USERPIC I MADE! *cough only resized and added text cough* xD But I still luvs it. =3 I also discovered a new letter face: >=# .... I call it the 'very angry, misunderstand, emo, pubesent, and downright mad face' .... like harry potter.... *silence* xDDD

Okay okay, it's about time I wrapped this up. BYEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

Updating is Fun!

2008-06-20T23:30:34Z

And yes, Miu, you are absolutely right. I am a baka sometimes. <_< But of course, aren't we all? I'm talking with Sea, and waiting for Kye to reply to my message right now. And I think I've got my fan-fic main character's summary all completed. (I'm not going to say anything regarding the fan-fic, because I want it all to be a secret. I may not share it online ; ) Sorry! ) I also did a lot of French today and I read aloud 2 children's books in French along with a CD. It was very rewarding and fun, but talking French make my throat hurt. Hahaha. ^_^ And I dropped off a gazillion CD's over at the cottage that I apparently borrowed from Karen. (it's like visiting a store when I go down there. xD) I think Mom wanted hangers and I remember there were a LOT of unused hangers in her old closet, so maybe someday I'll pick some up for her. But pretty much every time I get near a bookcase of the corner of a room in that cottage, I feel a SPIDER WEB on my skin. *shivers* I hate webs. =(

Oh yes, and just to let you know Renny, your package came in the mail today. And unlike the previous Photoshop CD, this one actually OPENS the setup when I click on it. xD I'll mess around with it sometime when I'm not online, so thank you! (And I'll tell you if I encounter any problems.) I also finally found the Faust CD's, so I'm going to listen to them when I feel like it. ^_^

And yay! Kye replied. = )

Oh yes, I've also been reading tons and TONS of manga. And I haven't been buying many new ones. It's fun just reading the volumes I already have over. ^_^ Mom has also told me a lot of things regarding Current Events and stuff for homeschool. She's told me all about Iraq, Iran, Berma, Guantanamo Prison, why the world is suffering from oil prices, and things about flood plains.

So anyway, wrapping it up now. Bai guys! =P

A Note Corresponding to the Previous Post

2008-06-19T23:43:01Z

Yes the below post was from a random quiz I picked up. Okay, first of all, WHO THE HECK HAS A LIGHT PURPLE F150?! Personally I would love to see one. XD And secondly, that even if I DID end up with enough money to buy a mansion, I doubt I would actually buy one. I would probably give the money I don't need to poor people and homeless or poor families in Africa or something. Use it for something good. And 3 children? *headache* xD

Anyway, beside all that, this result made me laugh my head off. Okay, goodbye. ^_^

A Silly MAS*H Thing I Picked Up

2008-06-19T23:33:38Z



		I will marry Kye Lesser.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Australia in our fabulous Mansion.
		We will have 3 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a Light Purple F150.
		I will spend my days as a Translator, and live happily ever after.

Woah! I Haven't Updated In Weeks!

2008-06-19T00:27:50Z

Sorry everyone. ^_^ Anyway, right now I want to write about my new fan-fiction project. Since my FFVII one has pretty much been put aside for the time being, I've decided on doing a Radiata Stories one. (Because that game SO needs a sequel.) For the present time, I'm calling it "Radiata Stories: Forgotten Chronicles" and it takes place... mmm... well, long enough so that Princess Belflower is queen. =D

So umm... yeah. Things have been going good here. Mom and me are doing a lot of homeschool recently and I think my French is improving. Also, I have no sound, but I'd rather not get into that. It's a long, long story. x___x

Okay, this was a quickie and I think I may start writing a draft of my fan-fic, take a shower and then go to bed early tonight. I'm really tired today. -_- Did a lot of errands in town.

Oh yes... one last note. THAT SLEEPY KITTY ICON IS SOOOOOO CUTE!!!! xD *huggles kitty*

GRRRRRRR!!!! YOU STUPID DIAL-UP! (rant again)

2008-05-21T23:15:14Z

I HATE IT SO MUCH!!! *sigh* Maybe I just wasn't meant to have DSL or Hi-speed internet. My mother tried installing an aircard, but I'm not going to go into detail about how horrible the experience was or else I'll get too mad. Bottom line is: WE CAN'T GET HI-SPEED EVEN ON AN AIRCARD! It was just a big ol' waste of time. <_< And a waste of hope...

I noticed that the 2 times of day I get really angry are when I have math and when the computer's slow. I mean, even when I'm OFF the internet, everything still takes 8 bagillian years to load or open. I HATE IT!!! AAAAAAHHHHH!!! *cries*

T_T Great now I'm in tears. Pathetic, stupid tears of stress. (laugh of anxiety)

Anyway, I'm just really ticked off and depressed right now. Stupid... I'm really starting to get sick of computers every day. But I have nothing else to do. T_T I can't go out of the house and have fun because there's nothing OUT HERE, and I'm too afraid to talk on the phone with anyone. No one comes over anyway, because I haz no friends. <_< Well, besides AJ and Heather with whom I see once or twice a year. But the weird thing is, I'm not lonely. To tell the truth, I don't like talking with any of my friends because the social anxiety disorder really kicks in. AND I'm shy. T_T *sigh* What a world.

Anyway, talking about that isn't helping my stress and anger so I'm gonna talk 'bout somethin' ELSE!

I LURVE Radiata Stories so freaking much. (Thank you Karen, for all of your awesome games!) I have 10 hours of Radiata Stories game time and I only started a new game yesterday! Am I a hardcore fan or what?! Jack is SO FUNNY! xD The game's dialog and storyline are really good. And the graphics. Woo graphics!

But I discovered something shocking recently. I HAVE A SLIGHT CRUSH ON LUCIAN AGAIN! T_T NOOOO! (Felix is hot too, but he looks a bit TOO much like a girl, y'know? XD) Lawl Kye's gonna be so jealous when he reads this. But to tell you the truth........... Lucian and Kye are...... a lot alike. =/ (Both have long dark hair and green eyes. Both talk about the same way. Both love dragons exc...) But Lucian is sort of a 'bad guy'. T_T *cries* HE WILL NEVER IN MY BOOK! EVEN IF HE IS THE LAST BOSS!! MUAHAHAHA!!! >=D AND KAREN! YOU MUST AGREE!! You're with me on this, right? xD

Anyway, I told Kye that getting Radiata Stories is a must, because it's just one of the best games EVA!!! I love it when Radiata Stories copies Star Ocean. xDDD Like Sir Ganz wearing Claude's outfit while he's a bandit. And the Fayt Armor Jack can wear. It's a riot. (laugh) I also remember in Star Ocean 2, an NPC said "Jack's room really smells bad." 0_0 It was so weird, because Radiata Stories' main character's name is Jack and... his room... DOES smell bad. xDD But the weird thing is, RS was made WAAAAY after SO2, so I don't know what's up with that. -_-; FREAKY!

*gasp* I KNOW! That one line was the birth of Jack!!! Yay, I is smart. ^^

I also find myself falling in love with opera. ^_^; MOST opera's. I love the high, amazing voices and the elegance of the music. I also really like The Phantom of the Opera. I found myself listening to it out of boredom a few weeks ago and it's SO PRETTY AND GREAT! =D

♪Think of me.... think of my fondly, when we said goodbye...♪ Haha. ^_^ Okay, now out of MORE boredom I'm going to make a list of all the types of music I'm fond of. ♥
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Music I Like

Goth Rock
Rock
Pop
Japanese Pop
Japanese Punk Rock
Classical
Opera
Blues
(some) Jazz
(some) Country
(some) Metal
Techno
(some) Relaxation
Native American Music
Mambo
Tango
70's
80's
90's
Spanish music
French music

Music I Don't Like

Hip Hop
Rap
Excessive Sexual Songs <_< Bleh! >_<
Gospel

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Wow. I just realized I like a LOT of different kinds of music. Haha.

Anyway, I'll go now. And wow. I feel better now that I've talked about something else. ^___^ Bai guyz!!! *fies away eating a pear* Mmm pear. =D
[Oh yes. In case any of you do not know how I can 'fly away' (esp. people who don't go to my forum), it's because I'm half-dragon. LOOK AT MY PRETTY BLUE WINGS AND MY TAIL! =D Hahaha!]

Techno Is Bad For Your Health?

2008-05-18T18:10:12Z

That's what my friend said, and I GUESS it's true. Still, it seems like a minor issue so I'll listen to it anyway. I mean, it's not like I have my headphones on my head all the time; maybe 4 hours a day max and only 30% of that I'm listening to is techno. Haha, anyway I'm wearing one of my FAVORITE dresses right now (all dressed up and nowhere to go ^_^;) I love to dress up in lolita clothes and skirts, and wear frilly shirts and high heels. It's just so fun. Never wore make-up though, but I would rather not. Lawl, it's too much bother. =D

My mom took a picture of me in my white dress today for Kye and for my 'wardrobe scrapbook' XD. Mom said it was REALLY cold today, but I was the one without a sweater and I didn't think it was that cold at all. Ah well. (laugh) Sooo, my digital camera wasn't working at all today, as usual. I guess it's because it's an old one. So mom used her own film camera. Unfortunately, that means Kye will have to wait a week or so before I can send him the picture. Haha, he doesn't like me sending or giving him ANYTHING because he claims I'm spoiling him. XD Silly boy. I mean, he spoiles ME and he says it's fine. How does that make sense?! *ponders* So I decided I would send him his souvenier T-shirts in the mail soon along with another letter, and around July I'll send him a SURPRISE present for his birthday. AND HE WON'T AN EXCUSE TO NOT SEND IT!!! MUAHAHA!!! >=D Okay okay, I'm getting scary. xD

Oh yeah, also I went to a homeschool cookout in Sportsman's Lake. It's was a GORGEOUS day, and the picnic couldn't have gone better. Pretty much everyone from the Academy was there, but we were the last ones to arrive. *tear* We went shopping for the food supplies at the last minute and by the time we arrived, everyone was halfway done eating. 0_0 So we were going to return everything back to Food World. XD I got really shy, and I didn't have the courage to talk to anyone. T_T But mom was talking to a lot of people and other girls my age. One of them was shy like me, so my mom 'forced' her to talk to me. Lawl, it was so funny. XD She was like, "Okay now. Say 'Hi Joanna!' Now put one foot in front of the other and WALK to her." Hahaha. She was so sweet, and once we started talking, we couldn't stop. =D At the end of the cookout, I got her phone number and address so we're going to try to be pen pals. She also gave me a pretty bracelet that she was wearing. (she's so sweet =3) So yay! I made a new friend! *dances around*

... I dance around a lot.

ALSO! Kye showed me how to install VLC Media Player so that I can watch animes again. AND NOW I CAN! WOOOOO!!! I'm waiting to Renny-chan to call me about Photoshop, and I'm waiting for the wireless card to be installed so we can get rid of Dial-up. I'm also waiting for my computer, but I don't think I'll get that anytime soon. -_-; Kye got the flu, but he's slowly getting better. I'm really glad about that.

Anyway, I'm going to wrap this up now. Bai guyz!!! And I LOVE U KYE!! ^.^ *hugs and kisses*

Tomare!

2008-05-08T00:34:25Z

Uhh............. teh! I don't know, I just wanted to use that for the subject title. xD I'm back to my usually happy self, and Kye seems to be doing better. ^_^ I should tell Sea that things are going better... He's getting really worried. =(

Now lets see... What random thing should I say next... I know! I'll complain! Yay! Why must the music thing be so limited! I mean, most songs are not more than 3 minutes and a journal entry is a looong process in my opinion. I mean, I'm listening to High School Musical right now, but soon the CD will be over. =/ *sigh* I'll... post it anyway. And I must say... Animal Crossing is WAY more fun than it should be (hysterical laugh) xD I mean, all you really do is say hi to random goats and wolves, catch bugs and walk around the tiny town. That's... the whole game. And oh yeah, it goes on forever. >=D

Also, update on my nightmares. It was a side effect on the new-ish medicine I'm on... -_-; Umm... so yeah. SHAKING IS NO MORE! KITAAAA!!! *punches air and accidentally hits Kye-kun* T_T *kisses* I'm sorry!!! XD

... wow. This post was really hyperactive. MUAHAHA! I've also been singing all day so my throat is screaming "LET ME REST PWEASE!" =( Aww... sorry throat. BUT I'M SO HAPPY! =D

I'm also in a big big kuwaii manga phase. I can't get enough of the cuteness and the chibis and the neko people. XD I went to books-a-million a week or so ago, and now my manga library includes: Shugo Chara, Kamichama Karin, Pita-Ten, Moon Phase, Tokyo Mew Mew: A La Mode, Ribon magazine, Aishiteruze BABY *insert random three stars* XD, Full Moon, among others. ^^ (I'm so spoiled.) >=D Nyahaha.

Also, I'm becoming VERY indecisive about my manga... T_T The motivation candle continues to be unlit, and I keep having second thoughts about it. Truthfully, I draw girls MUCH BETTER than I draw boys, and unfortunately 70% of the characters are boys. *sigh* I wanna make it all chibi, but I also love drawing full figured people. Maybe I should postpone it and work on something else for a while until I get back into the groove. I wonder... aaahh! I don't know! T_T

Awesome quote: "Where are you from Yotsuba?" "Uhh... left. A long looooooooooong way left. ....... and a little to the right." -Yotsuba& (I don't know why, but I love that quote SO FREAKING MUCH! XD)

Anyway, I'll wrap this up now. Bye bye random peoples! ^.^ Wait a minute... I'm the random one. Oops; forgive me. ^_^;

kami_chama @ 2008-04-19T13:34:00

2008-04-19T18:35:50Z

Before I go... ^^

What type of Fae are you?

... I think it's pretty accurate. =/ NYAHAHA! I'M AN ELF! XD *throws leaves at people*

Update

2008-04-19T18:10:58Z

Oh no! I haven't updated in three weeks! 0_0 T_T I'm so sorry everyone... I hope you guys aren't too mad at me. But frankly, with my exceptionally mundane life, there's not much to write about. (laugh) Ummm.... let's see. I've finally been able to post my introduction pages for my manga, so I'm really happy about that. And I've *coughborrowedcough* Katrin's friend's How To Draw Manga and You Can Draw Manga books. They're both like, 430 page books chock full of techniques and lessons on monsters, perspective, the body, and backgrounds. =D It's freaking awesome.

Umm... I've also been playing Animal Crossing: Wild World pretty much everyday and because of the flower fest, my town Kalm is absolutely filled with floral goodness. XD Oops. Haha. Mom just yelled at me to get off the computer soon and enjoy the beautiful weather. XD Haha. Silly mommy. Now lets see... I have a whole list of things I need to do eventually on the computer and stuff for my manga. Good thing most of my chores are fun! =D Umm... so yeah.

Is there anything else.. Oh yeah. Kye suddenly remember about caramelldansen and he's been obsessed about it since yesterday. *smirk* He's so cute. I'm also back in the song writing groove. =D I wrote a song the other day about Kye and me and it came out awesome. A few words are from the original lyrics, but most of them like the whole bridge was mine. ^^ It's to the melody of The Snowman's vocal song while the boy and the snowman are flying through the sky. Anyway, this is what I wrote:

Sea of Dreams ~ (timekeeper)

We’re walking in the air

We’re dancing in a sea of dreams

Above the skies so blue

Where I can be with you

We’re walking in the air

We’re floating on a frozen sky

Around pure dreams so true

Where I can be with you…

Suddenly,

It came like rain

So fast, so hard it seems

Time is cruel

As true as you, but

A dark thief in disguise

Time took you away from me

(Just like reality)

We’re walking in the air

We’re floating on a frozen sky

Above the clouds so blue

Where I can be with you

We’re walking in the air

We’re dancing in a sea of dreams

Above the skies so blue

Where finally it true

Now I can be with you…

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Well, I just felt like posting it up here aaaand... I should wrap this up now. Goodbye everyone and I love you Kye! ^_^ *hugs and kisses*

I Got My First Camera!

2008-03-27T20:04:00Z

Okay, I really need to call Karen because she hasn't updated or replied in weeks. I'm sure that she's just really busy, but I'm getting worried. =/ I also started to play Atelier Iris: Eternal Mana and I started a new game. I'm playing it though in Japanese instead, so so far the voice overs are as good if not better than English. It really isn't as funny in Japanese though, and though it's helping me put up with Klein, (his voice is much cooler in Japanese) the dialog just isn't as funny. T_T I do love it though, and I would recommend Atelier Iris to anyone who plays PS2 games and loves Comedy Anime RPGs. The graphics aren't perfect because it was made in 2005, but it's definitely a great game. And the music is INCREDIBLE!!! (my userpic today is Atelier Iris, and my wonder sister made it in Photoshop <3)

I also found out how to use my new digital camera, and I took like, 30 pictures today with it. =3 Well, it's REALLY my mom's also, but I want it more. XD And I'm the only one who knows how to use it. (I really hope Kye finds his camera soon...)

Well, It's three o'clock now, and the last hour of home-school starts so I'm gonna go. Can't be late for Kye-kun! =D So, bye everyone and I love you Kye! ^.^

A Few Things To Say

2008-03-23T23:13:24Z

First of all, WHERE'S RENNY WITH MY PHOTOSHOP?! WHERE'S MOMMY WITH MY COMPUTER?! GRRRR!!!! This is really getting ridiculous. Hmm... I should check my e-mail soon and see if she replied.

Anyway, yesterday was my birthday party, and Heather, Jon, and Katrin were all there. (well, of COURSE Katrin was there...) But now I'm sore from all the basketball and running I did. -_- Jon was running up the hill with my birthday cake like a maniac and if he dropped it I swear I would KILL HIM. Thankfully, he didn't. *whew*

Sooo, I'm getting pretty hungry so I might just have some supper now. Maybe I'll post something more elaborate later. Goodbye all, and Happy Easter!

love, joy, pain, longing...

kami_chama @ 2009-02-11T17:59:00

kami_chama @ 2008-12-29T20:17:00

Finally, an update! Huh, you forgot about me? Waah... T-T

No Default Userpic? Horrors...

I HAZ SOUND!!! ^-^

Another LJ Thingy (It's A Thingy!!!)

Regarding previous post...

It's that MASH game again...

Opura wa Suki Desu!

Hee hee hee~~ xD

Your overall weirdness is: 25

A Quick One While I'm In a Good Mood

Attention Karen! And Another Entry

New Entry!

A Short Entry of Various Topics♫

Updating is Fun!

A Note Corresponding to the Previous Post

A Silly M*A*S*H Thing I Picked Up

Woah! I Haven't Updated In Weeks!

GRRRRRRR!!!! YOU STUPID DIAL-UP! (rant again)

Techno Is Bad For Your Health?

Tomare!

kami_chama @ 2008-04-19T13:34:00

Update

I Got My First Camera!

A Few Things To Say

A Silly MAS*H Thing I Picked Up